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Friday, February 02, 2007 |
Why do you have to make me repeat over and over again? Why must you put words in my mouth? Why must you say those hurtful words?
I thought you would learn. But I was wrong. It's always when you lose something then you learn from your mistakes. The time when I slit myself in the bus, then you give in to me. So you want to see me lie in hospital before you do something?
I thought of ways to make you understand my fears. And it's driving me crazy I took pills before. But come to think of it I'm childish. What can I do to make you learn. You just make me whipe.
Are you a good BF. I should say NO. I think everyone out of the circle sees it too. But why do I still love you so much. It's because of my heart. I'm stubborn. I listen to my soft-hearted heart instead of my dumb brain.
I'm so disappointed. I look strong, basically I'm not. But I'm crawling to be one.
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3:29 AM |
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& memory lane |
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